OOC: bad end

[polygraphing]

laxPolygraph at ?:?? opened memo on board im gona die zoon

LP: zo my luzuz died lazt night
LP: i think a poizonouz zkalebeazt finaly bit her before zhe kould kil it
LP: and
LP: yeah
LP: now zhez gone
LP: zo im probably gona get eaten or zomething zoon
LP: im on the roof of my hive right now
LP: zince i never realy had a real door on it
LP: and if i ztayed inzide any random murderbeazt kould get me
LP: i think therez one or two in there already
LP: and i guez i juzt wanted a litle extra time
LP: i mean itz not like im afraid to die or anything
LP: i alwayz knew i didnt have much time
LP: even if i managed to live long enough to get drafted
LP: i probably wouldve goten kiled right away
LP: azuming they didnt kul me firzt
LP: and even if i didnt get kiled
LP: i realy dont think id make it to old age
LP: im kind of realy unhealthy
LP: did i ever realy explain that
LP: whatever
LP: but i probably wouldve died of old age at like 12 or maybe 13 zweepz if i waz lukcy
LP: and thatz like
LP: hardly anything
LP: itz not enough time to really do anything about anything
LP: not enough time to make it worth trying to get out of the outbakc
LP: or trakc down quadrantz before the dronez kame for me
LP: oh fukc thatz another thing that wouldve kiled me too huh
LP: zee there waz prety much no way i waz ever gona live that long
LP: or get to meet either of you
LP: and
LP: i guez
LP: i zhould let you both know
LP: that i think i alwayz realy wanted to
LP: i mean i know i give you both a lot of zhit
LP: for realy dumb reazonz now that i think about it
LP: but
LP: i think talking to you guyz made me hapy
LP: like even when i waznt making fun of you guyz for ztuf
LP: juzt talking waz kinda kool
LP: no ok it waz realy kool
LP: i dont know why i never zaid zhit like that
LP: i guez i juzt kouldnt
LP: zometimez i ztart to think about why i kant zay ztuf that i think
LP: but then i juzt flip out and ztart to panik
LP: like if i think too hard about ztuf ill be in trouble
LP: but
LP: you know what
LP: fukc it
LP: im about to fukcing die
LP: if i dont think about it now i never wil
LP: and
LP: zome part of me doeznt wana die like that
LP: zo yeah
LP: i think
LP: i think that
LP: maybe
LP: i alwayz kind of liked you both
LP: no wait fukc that not kind of
LP: you guyz were realy important ok
LP: and i mean
LP: zkrew quadrantz
LP: i dont even kare about which one my feelingz are going in right now
LP: but
LP: i think i have them about you both
LP: itz kind of hard to underztand right now
LP: but
LP: i juzt keep looking out towardz the river
LP: and zeeing al theze litle fukcerz heading towards my hive
LP: and i kant ztop hurting
LP: i dont think i ever wanted to feel like thiz
LP: zomething about it iz realy familiar and i hate it
LP: maybe
LP: maybe thatz why i waz alwayz zo terible to you both
LP: bekauze i didnt wana feel like thiz again
LP: and i knew i waz gona
LP: zince you two are both ztrong
LP: and kan probably have at leazt a decent life
LP: zo i alwayz knew
LP: that i waz gona feel like thiz
LP: and i guez i didnt want anyone elze to
LP: i duno
LP: fukc what am i even doing here
LP: i think my point waz to let you both know what hapened to me
LP: if i never zigned on again
LP: and i didnt want you to think i hated you
LP: bekauze that waz never true
LP: fukc
LP: my head iz zo loud zudenly
LP: aaaaagfhdgfdfdgfd
LP: fghjdfzjhzfghgdfgjfdjgz it wont zhut up ugh thiz zukcz
LP: fukc fukc fukc
LP: oh holy zhit
LP: i think
LP: fukc
LP: i think im realizing now
LP: that i might have been lying to you both
LP: and everyone realy
LP: for a long time
LP: zhit zhit im zo zorry
LP: i kant believe thiz
LP: how did i fukc up thiz badly
LP: god
LP: im realy zuch a fukc up arent i
LP: i dont know how you guyz put up with me
LP: zhit
LP: though
LP: yknow
LP: it kinda figurez
LP: that id realize al thiz right now
LP: when i kant realy do a damn thing about it
LP: bezidez juzt word vomit here i guez
LP: fukc therez a bunch of litle zkalebeaztz around my hive now
LP: and thiz featherbeazt keepz looking at me like im lunch
LP: i dont think i have much time left
LP: zo i beter wrap thiz up
LP: bharal
LP: eighiz
LP: im zo zorry
LP: for everything
LP: you guyz were great
LP: thankz for being kool and never lying to me
LP: itz too bad i kouldnt do the zame
LP: tel everyone elze im zorry for being a jerk
LP: but not for laughing
LP: bekauze fukc it that zhit waz funy
LP: zo yeah
LP: i guez thatz about it
LP: beter zend you both the link to thiz board now huh
LP: zince one of thoze ropey zkalebeaztz iz ztarting to klimb up here
LP: zorry again
LP: ill mizz you
LP: i think
LP: im not realy zure what komez after thiz
LP: but if i kan mizz you
LP: i wil
LP: yeah

LP closed memo.


You would then quickly copy and paste the link to the memo into two chat windows, followed by only the word "goodbye" before quickly signing off and closing your husktop. The scalebeast was closer now, and you could tell at this point it was one of the ones whose poisons paralyzed first before it killed you. You wondered if it would be painless.

As you stared up at the twin moons for the last time, you became aware of two very foreign sensations; first, the feeling of two large fangs sinking into your left calf, right under where your leggings stopped, and second, a strange wetness on your cheeks that you realized must be tears.

And then you weren't aware of much of anything.